firesealed: (neutral: ew talking)
Sol Badguy ([personal profile] firesealed) wrote in [community profile] birdwithoutasong2012-09-14 02:33 pm
Entry tags:

I accept that it's time for a change

Who: Sol Badguy ([personal profile] firesealed) and Ky Kiske ([personal profile] juste_ou_mort)
Universe: Guilty Gear Universe
What: Ky, Sol, something something, Ky fussing at Sol
Warning: None now

It's a hot, sticky kind of day. Sol's mostly immune to temperature at this point, but it doesn't make him feel much like doing anything. There isn't that much that needs to be done that he can do now.

Which is why he's found his way into a local restaurant, where he's on his second meal and his fourth beer.
juste_ou_mort: (contemplate deeply)

[personal profile] juste_ou_mort 2012-11-17 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
They refuse to let him come in to work, that day. Tell him no, that he should stay home and rest because he never takes a break and things have been slow. They won't even let him go in to grab paperwork! Being that he just isn't any good at doing nothing all day, he opts to wander around the city, leaving the uniform at home in favour of something simple and civilian. And then you factor in the weather. He can't even gather the energy to practice somewhere. And wandering the city can only last so long before the heat gets to him and he has to step inside the restaurant he's passing.

Water, a lighter-flavoured tea, and something simple to eat that won't disagree with the tea--he can't very well just take advantage of the cooler temperature indoors and not order anything. In the lull after doing so, Ky takes the time to take stock of his surroundings; it's a habit, and one he isn't exactly bothered by.

Until he spots Sol.

His back straightens and his hand stills near his elbow where it's been rolling up his sleeve, the other already having accomplished that task. And of course, it's not something he can just leave alone, Sol being there. But... He can't very well make a scene in a restaurant, either. Ky distracts himself instead with the arrival of his tea and water, asking for the bill pre-emptively in the event he needs to leave quickly.
juste_ou_mort: (earnest frustration)

[personal profile] juste_ou_mort 2012-11-17 09:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Really, Ky doesn't know how to relax. He knows how to calm himself to the point of being settled, but not... Not actually relaxing. The concept is just foreign practice to him, though he supposes as a child he must have done something of the sort. Regardless, it's more of the fact that he's just been shunted out of his own office than it being his own choice. And when he catches Sol's eyes on him, that expression, he can feel his hackles rise.

He isn't on duty, just sitting down to eat somewhere not at home or in his office, out of the heat and humidity. He'll keep his attention on what's directly in front of him--his meal, not Sol.

...Although all sense of that calm is now vanished since it's an effort to keep down old habits of confronting Sol immediately before he disappears again. What makes it worse is that he isn't geared for a physical confrontation, dressed the way he is.
juste_ou_mort: (contemplate deeply)

[personal profile] juste_ou_mort 2012-11-18 01:26 am (UTC)(link)
Good that they aren't immediate! But even still, Ky occasionally glanced up from his tea and the food he'd ordered once brought out, but for the most part still tried to keep his attention not on Sol. If he'd been approached, all that effort would be for naught and then what? Fortunate that he wasn't, considering. The tea at least helped to settle him a bit, and eating a little further.

During one of the intermittent deviations in his attention's target, he bothered to wonder how anyone could eat the way Sol did. Thoughts drifted back to the war, trying to remember if Sol'd eaten like that during those snatched up opportunities to eat. And then he was in the restaurant again, just because thinking too long on those times, while nice for their clear-cut right-and-wong, were still truly unpleasant memories.

...And he'd largely not appreciate being teased as something on Sol's list of priorities, if he knew about it!

After a silent prayer, eating, and finishing his tea, Ky quietly stood (having paid earlier made this much easier) and strode with some degree of purpose to just as quietly claim a seat by Sol. Saying nothing yet, because what could he say? Well. At least he didn't think he had anything that could earn more than a noncommittal grunt or something.

"It's strange to find you somewhere so mundane." Well, he tried.
Edited 2012-11-18 04:08 (UTC)
juste_ou_mort: (skepticism)

[personal profile] juste_ou_mort 2012-11-19 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
"At times, that's difficult to remember." Others hadn't seen Sol on the battlefield. And also the indifference and detachment with which Sol conducted himself at times led Ky to wonder if the man truly possessed any sort of emotional centre--something vital to humanity. And Ky hadn't "gone out of his way" to "make" anyone do anything; he'd simply... done it. Simply taken the duty given to him and performed it to the best of his ability, even when it should have made him bend or break. He couldn't just stop, not when so much was riding on the Order's success against the Gears. If he'd stopped to eat or sleep more often than he had, there had been too many "what if's" in his young mind at the time. Ky didn't think anyone had really done anything wrong; they'd just found someone they wanted desperately to be able to rely on, and he'd done his absolute best to make sure that their hopes could be seen through.

And his own, perhaps, to see a day without the war raging around him. A day where everyone could smile.

And chewing could be terribly obnoxious when done just the right way, but that most often required manners being a thing good and forgotten. With that look, however, Ky found he had very little else to say. He wasn't one for small talk, and that hardly seemed appropriate to do with Sol.
juste_ou_mort: (skepticism)

I have no idea why I apparently swapped the tense we were using in this. wh.

[personal profile] juste_ou_mort 2012-11-20 06:29 am (UTC)(link)
Well, he'd done alright for himself the last time, he'd say. Even if the truth of the matter was he really hadn't; Ky didn't see it that way because he couldn't. But he wasn't wholly negligent of himself, acknowledged that he probably should have eaten more, slept more, but he'd wanted to be prepared. And it had been a challenge to keep food down at times, and more of one to sleep. Now he had a schedule, and he did eat and sleep far better than he had out on the front lines. Would that please Sol to hear? That he actually managed a whole six or seven hours of sleep (roughly; depended if he woke up during the night)? That he ate three times a day and took tea in the afternoon (roughly; depended if he was onto something)?

...Ky wasn't sure exactly the meaning of the gesture, here; no doubt it showed. After an awkward moment of examining the situation from no fewer than three vantage points, Ky opted to pick at the food a bit.

"And why do I have this, now?" He really wasn't a child, Sol. He didn't need someone else feeding his scrawny ass him. At least this gave him a better starting point so long as Sol didn't just shut him down.
juste_ou_mort: (annoyance)

[personal profile] juste_ou_mort 2012-11-23 07:32 am (UTC)(link)
"So you've taken up charity work." Dry, flat; Ky wasn't much sure he could piece together why Sol would bother with this, so the sarcasm felt appropriate. It was less the food, after all, and more the act. But Sol wouldn't be the first person to tell him he needed to eat more, and he supposed that in a way this was just Sol trying to delay the inevitable--the inevitable being Ky properly antagonizing Sol, or at least attempting to do so for the sake of some sort of reaction.

He shifted position some, leaning weight on his elbow while continuing to pick for a moment longer. Really, this was Sol's fault. It didn't take much from the man to antagonize Ky, and then here he was, ignoring the fact after he'd done so successfully! If Ky had been younger, he might have flicked a forkful of food at Sol. Even now, he might have derived some kind of satisfaction from it; particularly if it earned some kind of response beyond a flat look and monosyllables.

...But fine, he'll eat it. Or attempt to.
juste_ou_mort: (authority)

[personal profile] juste_ou_mort 2012-12-22 10:03 pm (UTC)(link)
He fed himself fine, managed his life fine, crossed every T and dotted every I. He just didn't overdo it, and he hadn't been hungry; food and heat went terribly together. It had been more of a joke, though Ky's sense of humour often slipped past others. As dry as it was, it had long since stopped surprising him when people missed it. Humour wasn't his forte and he knew it. Open kindness wasn't exactly Sol's, either, and it all left Ky skeptical. Then again, finding a means to avoid Ky's questioning or commentary was Sol's habit.

Rude, Sol.

"Is it bounty or information that brings you to France?" Because that might partially be out of spite, talking now. If bounty, it probably wasn't one the IPF put out; maybe something independent or local that led out this way. If bounty at all, of course. "I don't recall seeing any that would have caught your attention."
juste_ou_mort: (neutral engagement)

[personal profile] juste_ou_mort 2013-01-27 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
He wasn't demanding, it was... Honestly, it was more like an attempt at conversation--evidently a poor one, given the response. Ky couldn't handle not being occupied in some manner, didn't know how to not be caught up in doing something or other. In that, though, he smirked in a sort of flat manner, shaking his head. Unsurprising.

"Where is the point in asking." Not a question, a statement. Well-aware of the fact that if Sol didn't want to answer, he wouldn't, Ky let the question go for the moment. He still wanted to know, but there was no chance for now. "If it's a bounty we've put out, try not to unsettle the young man at the desk too much; we've had some problems, lately." Meaning Ky'd had to physically remove people from the premises. Just because Sol wouldn't answer didn't mean Ky couldn't continue on the subject.
juste_ou_mort: (authority)

[personal profile] juste_ou_mort 2013-01-29 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
It was too awkward to sit in silence, for one, and he really didn't need to eat anything more than he already had. Which just had this rolling back around to the quip about charity work. Really, that whole "flicking a forkful of food at Sol" idea earlier just kept coming back at this point. Not young enough to get away with it even if he wanted to do it, though.

At first, Ky met the statement with a wary expression, not entirely sure whether it was something to take seriously or not. After a moment of internal rationalization, he turned back to the food that'd been set in front of him. His expression turned to a flat sort of wry, and Ky spoke without facing Sol.

"I'm sure he'd appreciate that." Because despite what most people thought, sometimes Ky actually picked up on bad humour; all things considered, it's not something Sol'd announce if he meant it. "Though I should hope it's not a human bounty; severed heads are difficult to interrogate."
juste_ou_mort: (neutral engagement)

[personal profile] juste_ou_mort 2013-02-09 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe the immaturity was the very reason Ky should pull something like that. He wouldn't expect much from Sol in terms of reaction; he'd just be presenting an entirely different manner of attack, and that would be good enough. Not to mention, five years of frustrations. But there was the matter of Ky's self-image... He'd had to be careful with that, forming it, do all he could to make sure people had seen him for what he did instead of his age. It was easier to feel at ease with your commanding officer than it was a teenager. He'd continued the upkeep on that as a matter of logic and course; just because he'd lost rank and taken up a civilian occupation (as civilian as the IPF really was) didn't mean he'd let his standards slip. Sol always could bring out the petulant child in him, though. He had rather a knack for it.

But yes, some level of exchange achieved, Ky felt that bizarre sort of awkward lift to some degree. In the Order, it had been easy to go without interacting with Sol in the same room, in the same camp. Now, it was strange. Frequency was probably what it boiled down to; frequency and the nature of it. Routine versus rarity. Ky ate in silence, occasionally just pushing food around. What was Sol's thing with feeding him, though? He couldn't quite get his head around it.

Actually, he could think of two others who kept trying to feed him... He'd end up too caught up in work to think about breaking for a meal or... three. Sometimes. It just didn't line up that Sol would do this for the same reason.

...More weight to the "flick food at him" argument. No. No, he was an adult. Maybe if this wasn't a public place...
juste_ou_mort: (yes?)

[personal profile] juste_ou_mort 2013-06-09 05:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Being told that, Ky'd probably find it comedic. To think that all his efforts were ever in vain, that no matter what he did, few would see past his age, would see past a mask constructed so carefully as to have forgotten what laid beneath it. He'd taken pains to hide his age so that he could be better received on the battlefield, because it was important to him that he would be. He couldn't lead with people doubting him at every turn, and he'd been sure that it had worked. And now? Now he'd come to be so at ease with who he'd been, defined by duty and responsibility, that it was all second-nature. It was nature, period. To have that stripped away from him would render him as he was before he joined the Order, lost and very much alone with little more than too-loud and too-vivid emotions to point him in any direction.

Was it really a surprise that Ky'd make some sort of deal out of being fed by someone he was (unfortunately) sure wanted little to nothing to do with him? And, well, it was really more of a sarcastic line of thought that happened to amuse him terribly than it was a particularly big deal. Amusement that Sol'd opt for that as his method of keeping Ky out of his hair (whether or not it made sense given location was really beside the point).

Sol could easily fix location and avoid any further questions, but there were other things that could interrupt those efforts as well. Like an unfortunately placed fork and subsequent series of movements that meant for one of Ky's earlier thoughts to be given better form than he'd really intended, considering that he'd just completely accidentally launched a bit of something right at Sol's face as he rose from his seat.