Alec has very little patience for himself, and even less in times like now. It’s not a triumph of strength that has led to him still being here, to be lying in this hospital bed.

“Yes, I know, I’m useless. So why shouldn’t I be lying around being even more useless?” His voice is heavy with sarcasm, but he has no obligation to be nice. He didn't ask for visitors, didn't expect a single one.